Crazy Mi

2009-05-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

Today i had CATS lesson and i really happy to be in a group where they are very easy to get along with. Before our CATS lesson start we had project discussion in our space. Lol. after our discussion we went to SIM to have our lunch. I went to order pasta with chicken cream actually it does not really taste that nice i even got a bit of stomach upset but it was still ok. Anyway what most important is not the food is the friends who is eating with you that matter to me. In life without friends we will be very lonely so we must treasure and cherish with what we have now don't wait till you lose it den u start to cry for it. Ha ha. I think write too much maybe i too long never update my blog. Lol. So far I'm fine with my studies with all my friends helps i know i can do it. Ha ha. Anyway I'm glad that my dear always stayed with me no matter how stress am i now. Thanks dear for being there for me even when I'm down or bad mood. From now on i will update all my happiness things that happen. Ha ha.. so that's the end of my story. =]

2009-04-24T05:58:00.002+08:00

Today is my fifth day in Ngee Ann, life has been quite ok as compared in the first day in school. Haha. cause first day lost in the sch don't know from which block of the sch am i standing. Lol.

But wad most lucky is that Xue ling is same course as me but different class. Sigh. But never mind during our first day we went to collect our goodies bag in the admin office, we saw a familer face of a guy from ITE clementi and he was from SN his name is Jeremy.

After collecting we went to makan place to eat our lunch. It was quite delicious as compared to ITE food. Lol. After lunch Jeremy went for his first lesson but Xue ling and i went to CCA fair exhibitions.

It was so many ppl and the convention hall was very nice. Beside we saw lots of CCA to choose from and they have many interesting CCA too.

As we walked around xue ling and i went to sign up Rotaract Club which is something like comunity service beside we did joined Lion dance as our second CCA. Haha. After everything xue ling went back home and i got to stay back for lesson. Lol.

The first lesson i attend is business communication 1 it was so fun and interesting. Haha. Yesterday and previous day i know a few more friends it eas so nice to know them as they are friendly and polite. Haha. We eat together and go back home togather too. Haha.

Anyway i got to work hard for my studies and got to do well too. JIAYOU! =]

2009-04-09T11:05:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm back again. Haha.. long time never blog already my blog almost can collect dust on it liao. Lol! Anyway i have been very busy during my break even more busy than my school days. Lol! everyday beside working i also space some time for my dear too. I almost did not get any rest at home. Haha. Btw i already offered to poly at Ngee Ann as accountancy course. But i not sure the army will ask me in for service anot cause i need to send poly letter to army den they will decide whether i can able to get in anot. Haha. Im always so grateful that my dear always supported me all the way. My dear encouraged me to go poly first before army but she said is ok if i go army first. Thanks dear for always being there for me no matter what happen. I really appreciated for everything you have done for me. And i will always remember our promises for our future. We will always being together no matter what happen to us. =] now is time for me to end my story now. i will update my blog once I'm free again. take care everyone. =]

2009-03-19T12:04:00.002+08:00

Yeah! finally im back. haha.. recently quite busy and some time get bored too. lol.. cause i went to meet my dear and go out together and spent lots of precious time. haha. it was so fun to be able to be together. But some time when she is not with me i do get bored staying at home nothing to do. lol.. thanks dear for being with me always and i got a song tittle called " How do i live without you" haha.. i can't think of it also just hope we stay long forever. Anyway last night i fall sick maybe due to tired and my dear did called me and chat with me and we chatted quite long before i fall asleep. lol.. thanks dear fr everything i will try my best to love u and care for u no matter wad happen. Always remember our promises and our dream. We will worked hard together and fulfill our dream and promises. JIAYOU!! =]

2009-03-13T10:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Finally holiday liao. haha. long time never touch my blog already. lol. anyway last two weeks i was too busy preparing for my exam and projects. and now im very free just don't know wad to do just to spent time with my dear. haha. i love my dear a lot i feel so lucky to her now how i wish i would know her early. haha. anyway i will be updating if my free. hehe.. now i just hope i can get into poly and begins my new life. so anything i wil update again. haha. =]

2009-01-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i was too tired that's why i never blog last night blog. lol.. anyway yesterday i was dame bored at home in the morning as i got nothing to do at home. Wake up at 8.50am and sit there just day dream. lol.. around 10am my grandma cook breakfast for me. haha.. so lucky of me..

after taken my breakfast i took a break till 11am den i went to take a nap till around 12 plus i woke up to eat my lunch. lol.. after which i start to prepare my things ready to go to school.

haha.. actually normally thursday i no need to go school de but yesterday got no choice my lecturer want to conduct lesson as our excel test is coming on the 6 Feb so she worried that we got no enough time to prepared it well so no choice we went back to school but some of my classmate never attend also. Haha..

but never mind back to topic after my lesson at 5pm, i went to jurong point to meet a friend to watch movie and to eat my dinner too. Haha..

we went to watched the movie show "Love Matters" it was a nice and funny show i can laugh from the start of the movie till the end of the movie. It was damn funny especially there is 1 sentence that said that

"Some time things that are being lost, will never be found again" so in life we should treasure things that are beside us don't wait till it has been disappeared den start to cry for it. Haha..

2009-01-28T06:36:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the second day of the lunar new year and it was first time i worked at turf club. Haha.. it was being introduced throught my friend shi hui, thanks shi hui for everything =] thanks for the day at turf club i really did enjoyed myself working at there with the aunty although my job duty just clear plates,cup and glass but it was not easy too as u need to climb ups and downs to collect the plates etc. haha.. just like life there is always ups and downs but no matter wad happen always do it slow and do it to the best of the last.

Haha.. the aunty who worked with me is very gd and caring too. she even offered me a chicken pao when im working and asked me to rest a while but i keep on saying is ok. Haha.. but some of the aunty not so friendly but never mind maybe they still don't know me well if i worked long they will sure know me de.

Haha.. i hope i can worked with them when there is another chance. Haha.. beside yesterday i received 3 red packets total consists of $5,$4 and $2. lol.. and yesterday we earned $8 per hours instead of $6 per hours. Haha.. really earned a lot this year hope this year will get lots of money rolling into my account. Lol.. after i finished my work, i went to find shi hui when she was counting her beer so i waited for her as i not familier with the environment. Hehe..

After finished everything shi hui let me drink a bit of wine just a bit onli my whole body turn HOT OMG! this show that im not gd in my alcohol. haha.. i can onli drink fruit punch just like hui said in her blog. Lol.. after which we went to collect our pay and get changed.

After that we were so hungry so we went to JP to eat our dinner at MOS Burger. Yummy!! haha.. we brought extra burger and we both share the burger it was so fun during the process of sharing the burger. At first shi hui went to asked if there a knife we can borrowed to cut the burger but they don't have it so i got no choice i used my hand to cut it. Haha..

We chatted so much ever since we from the workplace talk till waiting for bus at JP interchange. haha.. it was so fun chatting with her.. anyway thanks hui for the oranges.. lol.. really thanks hui for everything really appreciated her to intro the job to me although is just a day but to me is a lot as i learned many things there too.. Jia You!! =] below are the pics which were taken at MOS Burger at JP. haha.. =]

2009-01-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

Today was the first day of CNY and in the morning i was a bit of bored cause nothing to do at home. lol.. but today i was very happy because today i went to jurong point to watched the movie called " The Wedding Game" with my friend. we both chat for a while before entering the cinema. we never had so much chat ever since he been transfer to another branch. haha..

And i did brought a set of the popcorn and a drink in conjunction of the movie "Love Matters" promotion and i had a free gift of a straw with a heart shape.. it looked so nice and creative.. lol.. later i will post a picture of the straw. haha.. and now i only hope the bro of mine will plan more gathering with the rest too. haha.. looking forward to the gathering. haha..

Beside i did saw my sis jia ling at jurong point together with her brother and her boyfriend too. haha.. i really did enjoyed my time with all my bro and sis, thanks for being there when i need u all. haha.. so just to wish all my bro and sis with gd luck and all the best in wad they do in life. haha.. =]

2009-01-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the eve of the Lunar Chinese New Year and i only worked till 4pm. haha.. and i did went to work as my department only i report for work lol but i got a few of my friends working too. haha.. it was so fun and relaxing as we dont have to worked so much cause normally people will be preparing for their reunion dinner instead of coming to bookstore to buy books. haha..

But yesterday most of the customers are from china or indian people. lol.. we were so slack in the store nothing to do at all.. we even watched movie and chi chat while we worked at the same time. lol.. beside we did had a nice lunch of KFC chicken which were order by my manager we had so full eating for our lunch. haha.. that's the end of my story.. will continue to blog when im free.. =]

2009-01-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went to watched movie at plaza singapura with Xue Ling, Si Ying, Samuel and Sheng Wei. Haha.. first time we really meet out for a gathering as a group instead of the whole class gathering.. haha.. cause normally we busy with our own stuff and no time to really meet out.

So yesterday was a great time for us and i really did enjoy my day with them. we went to watched the movie title called "InkHeart". is a very nice and fairy story. haha..

I love the story very much especially the grandmother. The way she spoke very nice i love the way she acted. very funny.. lol.. everyone did had a laugh on the movie.. haha..

After movie we went shop around after a while we went for our dinner.. we did had a delicious food especially the set 2 which si ying, samual and xue ling had. Next time when i go there will try it. Haha.. after eating samual went off as he got something on and left me, si ying, xue ling and sheng wei so we went to a puzzle shop as sheng wei wants to take a look. After which we walked from PS to bugis as si ying and xue ling wants to buy new year clothes so we just shop around mean while sheng wei got some thing on so he went off first and left me, si ying and xue ling so we continue to shop.

We went to bugis street and si ying brought a white colour jean and after that we went to Top shop and xue ling saw a top but is too expensive and in the end never buy anything. hehe.. den we all went home straight as next day got lesson to attend so si ying went to take bus home while i and xue ling went to take mrt train home.

On the way we chat a lot. haha.. is great to have friends like them is worth befriending. haha.. Thanks bro and sis.. will always remember the time we spent together to study and to joke around. haha.. that's all of my story when im free den will blog more on it.. hope to blog more happy news in it. haha.. =]

2009-01-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

Today my day was fine and i went to sch as normal but i came late as usual. Lol.. after my lesson at 4pm, i went home straight and took a small nap before going for a jog at my near by house. Haha.. i wake up at 6.30pm and went jogging at 7pm i finished exercise at 8.30pm. hehe.. after which i went to the hawker to eat my favourite dessert whch is ice kachang.. yummy.. muack.. ater eating i went back home and play with my neighbour cat.. haha.. thats the end of y day.. lol.. =]

2009-01-05T20:23:00.004+08:00

Today is my first time after so long of 5 months never touch my blog finally i start to refresh my blog in 2009. Haha.. hoping that in 2009 will be a fresh year for me and hope all the luck will come to me. Haha.. I hope 09 is the best for me to change everything. I mean change is not my attitude but to change to a better person. I believe year 2009 is a great year for me to start ahead. There is always a saying is that is never too late to realised it now, rather than regrat it forever. So from now on i will try my be

st in what i do in life. Haha.. =]

2008-05-09T05:03:00.002+08:00

Haiz ever since i wrote my blog since feb till now it has been 3 months and i have never

touched my blog le.. haha.. actually all this while i have been very busying with lots of things that happen in my life. First is my sch work i have handling with lots of stress and very fan also which i don really like it also cos is so irratating keep on stick to u. Haiz..

secondly is about my cca i don know why i keep on having lots of stress everyone can take their cca so free and easy but why can't i?? i feel so unfair to mi i have ben suffering so much stress

deep inside my heart which is hard for mi as a guy to said out all my feeling as i some time don really know how and where to start also haiz.

Now i really know every leader there is always a certain stress among us as compared to other ppl. is it gd to be leader?? i don know all i know is that as least i know i can do thing independent able to handle stress than most of the ppl.

thirdly is that i have lose many frens such my working colleague she need to went back to malaysia for her studies actualy i feel a bit sad when she told mi this news as she is a nice person ever since i know her for abt 2 months but in this 2 month we have always been the best buddies she always helped mi in whatever she can which i felt so happy to be able to meet her maybe this is fate ba but i will always tresure the moment and keep it as a memory. all i can said to her is that take care and hope fate will bring us meet again.. haha.. we have make a promise is that next time who ever become the boss of which company who will hire who to the employee with high salary. Haha.. lol..

lastly is that im grateful to know a few really so called brother and sister we are just like whenever we got problems we will share among us and solve among us haha which is very fun and i really did enjoyed with the time i spent with them. haha.. so as for now i just end my story here and see when im free den i will update it again.. hahahhahaha.. =]

2008-02-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone long time never blog liao haha quite busy recently busy with sch projects and a bit of frens problems. haiz.. sian.. lolz.. now i just hope after CNY everything will be fine.

2008-01-08T04:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a past, today was an present so i would always put my past on to a place where i can forget it but not those gd memories that i hv in the past. As for present i would continue to move on and find my happy memories cos life is too small to be everything so i would rather saved it for memories that are happy and not sad.

In life i hope to be happy in all i can do but is not so possible as im very lonely in this world just like the day i was brought into this world of strange place till now i have never found a place where i can familer with. This kind of life im used to it no matter where i go im the onli one who knew it no one else knew.

I hate this kind of life but can i do?? if u were mi wat would you do? even i keep on thinking i still got no answer at all.wat to do as this is life.Life is full of UPS AND DOWNS TOO but who can willing to share with mi and willing to talk to mi? I think before i talk everyone was gone already. Is okay im used to be in this kind of LIFE whereby no 1 except myself who understand it. Haiz..

i try to be happy but sometime there is limit also no matter how i try when im alone im still the same don really make a different. I HATE THIS LONELY LIFE but wat to do???? haiz............................ ]=

2007-12-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone i hv been long time din write my blog cos maybe im too lazy to type ba i prefer to talk. Haha.. maybe we r too indenpendent on technology. Hehe.. marketing again haiz very bored and tired too. Recently many things has happen in my life.

First is abt my project everyone seen to be very busy and can't be bother abt the project which i feel im going to drop dead soon. Haiz.. how i wish i could give up everything and followed my childhood but i know it is impossible as everyone got to move on, no matter how it is. Cos this is

LIFE u can't escape fr it also but things will always comes to the end. Second is abt mi myself even till now, im still thinking of someone in my heart no matter whether u know it anot but i still got to said I LOVE U. To mi u r always there to support mi and to cheer mi too. Which i feel content when u done all this to mi.

Wat i said now doesn't matter whether is it now or future, i just want to let u know how i feel towards u fr the time we go separate ways. If u happen to read this im sure u shld know who am i referring. There is no third but this is the last and no matter wat happen, i will always support u. Haha.. wat i said is true fr the bottom of my heart. Hehe,,

2007-12-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Why do i deserve all this?? being a kind person is it a wrong choice? why don u ever try to put yourself into other shoes and u will know how it feel. If u don know, i can tell u is not a gd feeling. Everything wat u do or wat u said is really can hurt someone pride. u always said u want pride den how abt others?? im tired all this life and pls don ever force mi to be a cruel person which i don like. If there is no choice i have to do it.

2007-11-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

It has been more that a week i have not blog liao. Haha.. feel so tired everyday hv to handle soo many things in my life. I have to handle my sch work, projects, interact club and frens too.

haiz.. feel so sian when it comes toall this things but do i have a choice not to do it?? every choice i decide now will make a difference in my life regardless whether is it future or present.

Some choice i wish to give up but i just wan to give it a try but after trying wat shld i do??????? why i always do things with no ans at all??? why why why why??? im gonna to be MAD!!!

everyday of my life is like struggling to the end i might act like nothing but does it really don exist at all ma??? i don think so..

i confused with wat i dd now the choice that i made things that i wish to do and many more. Haiz.. im sad who can understand mi even i said it out does it helps mi?? the Ans is NO.

the problem will still be there so wat shld i do now??? God can u pls tell mi... i always lonely in my heart no 1 can understand mi i can't find any happiness with mi. I hope to be someone which im used to be.

I used to be an happy go lucky kind of person. But not now. The environment has changed already. Im not used to be the past liao i now belong to the present that's why i don know how to start fr the begginer??

is not easy at all. Haiz.. why wat happen to mi???? wat happen?????????? i really don know and i don wish to know the ans too as it may be hurting and im tired to find out the ans too.

I don hope for any thing better but just hope it don get worst and more worst. as long everything is fine i will be glad i don hv any more energy to fight for all this problems just hope it don get worst at all. PLS!!!!! I beg u all pls let mi go.. pls..

2007-11-16T08:03:00.000+08:00

HIHI!! hmmm.. long time no blog liao cos recently has been very very very busy doing study, project, study, project. Haha.. sounds sooooooooo boring right??? haha.. lols.. no la actually beside study and project i have other things to do also but finally it has been solve liao. Now i just wan to concentrate on my studies and go POLY to further my studies.

Finally i know where i shld go i know is late to know now but it never be too late if u know it now. At least u know where is ur direction but now i really know it. Last time my fren used to ask mi where will i be going and i usually will pause for a while cos i used to be simple mind and din really know where i shld go.

After soooooo many thing has happen in my life i finally know how to treasure my life and I WANT IT TO LIVE BETTER THAN I USED TO HAVE i mean in term like LIVES LIFE TO THE FULLEST instead of wasting my time thinking of other thing which i don get anything out of it at all. So fr now I TAN JIN QIANG WILL PROMISE MYSELF TO STAY HAPPY AND POSITIVE IN MY LIFE.

Im gladly to have frens around mi especially my bestest fren in primary and secondary sch fren who always showed support to mi. I loved her mum too cos she always treat mi like her son. so loving.. hahaha.. but i also like my family too. Hahahaha.. lols.. i really appreciated u all. THANKS!! haha.. =)

2007-11-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Those days has already gone now left with nothing. Ever since i was young i was left with nothing i hate my life to be like this way but how do i escape from it??? i tried to be perfect in wat i do in life but in the end wat did i get?? NOTHING!!! NOTHING GET NOTHING. I tried to tell other ppl to be positive and behave positive but deep in my heart im always so negative. My life has always been going motionless without any noise. HOW DO I CARRY ON WITH MY LIFE??? DON KNOW AT ALL. DON EVEN THINK ABT IT ALSO.

2007-11-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

Today was again was not my day. Haiz.. i feel so sad for don know wat happen i felt so lost don know wat to said. Haiz. In a relationship i don know wat she want i just hope to always being by her side but is impossible she has her own group of frens and i have a group of frens too. The problem is we hardly talk to each other even after sch i just felt like we r just a normal fren and not in a relationship. I know i might said thing that will hurt u but i really got no choice but to said it out. I feel soooooo tired now. Haiz. don ever think anything from now.

2007-10-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. today i had a bad day i feel today was not my day as i used to have a fren who will not ignore mi no matter wat happen in the past he used to tell mi everything and share with mi but not now even i myself don know

wat happen to him all this happen after ever since he was hopistalisation till now he has changed a lot untill i don know who is he?? i feel so tired to be like that i wan to ask him clearly but he just don wan to tell mi he will always said nothing happen. I as fren i just wan to know wat happen to u can u just tell mi??????????

im getting inpatient to know the answer all i wan is ur honest answer and nothing else, Haiz.. do u think i shld deserve all this????? even i myself don know wat to said for now. Feel so tired. Haiz.. no 1 can understand how i feel but if u ever read it i hope u can understand.

2007-10-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

Im back again. Haha.. recently has been stressed for two projects and feel so tired but im lucky to have frens around mi especially my fren ah yoon he is the who always make fun of mi when im stressed with the sch work.

Sometime he would tell mi jokes and mi laugh. haha.. i need to thanks him for being such a wonderful fren. I used to tell my fren not to think too much but i myself also think too much. Haiz..maybe this is my character i onli know how to comfort others ppl but not myself.

Haha.. weird.. but there one more person i really wan to thanks is my DEAR she always show concern to mi and i have a great time talking to her. Thanks DEAR!! hope the rest of my day will be fine. NAT, pls take gd care ok?! =]

2007-10-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

Im back for blogging liao.. haha.. it has been so many day never blog feel like got lots of thing to said at one go. Haha.. this few day i have been feeling soooooo stress and tired due to some conflict among fren.

I keep on wondering why ppl wan to make use of someone advantage and used it until is like so enjoying. Is not i don wan to said anything if i ever said it everything will be gone everyday i keep on controlling my anger maybe i don wish to make things out of control i tried to smile and stayed happy always.

i admit im the type who can easily forgive but i can't easily forget abt the incident. Maybe u might im bad but i just got no choice if u were wat will u do? pls tell mi.. everyday i keep on struggling for my POM studies or project and beside i need to struggling for my ETP also.

I want to relax myself but i just don know how to relax maybe the day when im DEAD in the coffin and i will be relax and free for my life. I feel so tired having life like this but no choice i have to continue since i came all the way. Hope the rest of my day will be fine. haha.. =)

2007-10-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... one day never blog don know wat to type liao. Haha.. lol.. just to summaries wat i have done during this week. I have been attending lesson everyday it was so stress as many module is not easy to study.

But i will try my best to do it de. I will not give up just because of this i have came all the way till now if i give up i will shld be ashamed of myself cos some ppl wants to study but can't get to study that's why we need to treasure wat we have now instead of complaining this and that. We shld feel lucky to have wat we want cos not everyone have this kind of privilege.

Beside that i feel so sad as i can't get to c my dear as our time table is different. I miss her soooooo much and always feel guilty for not being with her hope she can understand. Haiz.. beside that i feel so sad toward her as everyone is like making fun of her when is stress. Im sorry dear hope when u saw my blog u can understand maybe i think too much i shld have fate abt myself and shld not think too much. Dear if i have done anything that make u angry or wat pls forgive mi. Sorry..

2007-10-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my fren zonnie birthday so i, my dear and shi hui were going to played bowling as zonnie have not arrived yet. we had so much fun playing and laughing. Haha.. after that we will continue playing when zonnie came and played along too. Haha.. had so much laughter watching zonnie how he throw the ball on the floor to roll it into the goal.

Haha.. at around 6.30pm we managed to finished our bowling games we all were soooooooooooo hungry can't wait to eat all the foods and have fun too. Haha.. lol.. we were having so much fun cooking the food too. I found the most enjoyable is that i and my dear were cooking as we feed each other food too.

To mi i find it very sweet memories and it will kept inside my mind forever. I LOVE MY DEAR just like i love myself. Dear u always r my dearest bao bei. After eating we went to hire a taxi to reach clementi central cos my dear wants to buy some stuff for the sc bazzer and we went to NTUC to buy 2 packs of plastice cups and 1 pack of straw too.

Den i sent my dear home and i went home straight after seeing my dear ent home. Haha.. below there is some pics which i and my dear photo. Although not much cos my DEAR IS ONE AND ONLI PERSON WHICH I LOVED THE MOST. Love u.. my dear..

2007-10-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

Today was another day of holiday. Haha.. lol.. hmmm.. im going out with my dear, shi hui and zonnie to celebrate zonnie birthday at marine bay to eat steamboat. Haha.. hope to get lots of fun again just like the last time i think my dear will still remember the last time that we r having steamboat we keep on exchange and refund. Haha.. so funny.. but before going to eat we will be going to play bowling although i did not really try it but i will try to learn how to play. Haha.. lol.. hope to take lots of pics so that i post in my blog and frendster too. haha.. lol.. so kasu.. Hehe.. hmmm.. i now need to get prepared liao. Cya later!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-16T08:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the first day of sch. Haha.. in the morning i feel so excited to see all my classmates as we did not met for almost 1 month liao. Haha.. yesterday as we were waiting for the lecturer to open the classroom door, i was so curious abt wat is the module that we r studying. Haha.. haven started studying start to think too much liao maybe this is my character ba. But i think in the positive ways and not negative ways.

Haha.. lol.. so yesterday first lesson was PIE sounds like EXPRESSWAY. Haha.. lol.. actually this module is quite relaxing de la not like other module like POM & BCM so stress. Haix.. but no choice since i already fight all the way till now i have to carry on even how tough it is.

Haha.. as yesterday was the first day of sch, all the lecturer onli let us know wat projects we will be doing. When i was having POM lesson, my lecturer was asked to formed a group of 5 or 6 and i already formed a group. But the problem is that there is 1 of my fren called ah boon he is always wants us to do our project fast and hope we can really corporate and get a better marks.

But the problem is that we have even started on the topics that we r going to do then he started to like disagree with wat im going to do for the project. I did told him maybe we r going to do topics on JROCK but he said keep on said don wan and always wan to used others to compare which i personally don really like.

I may be fine in every thing but to some limits too. i may not be the leader but i hope we as a team we can really corporate and talk nicely. And don used other ppl project to compare as everyone got it's own strength and weakness too. I really hope he can really put himself into other ppl shoes and experience how it feel when u don know how other ppl feel.

2007-10-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

Haha.. im so happy to be able to worked at JE popular during my 1 month vacation. I find that working with them is such pleasure especially with my colleague SU WEI she is a nice lady although i always make fun of her but i think she is very kind and funny too.

Haha.. enjoyed a lot fun fr her. Beside her there is lots of colleagues which i did enjoyed with them too although i may not be familiar with their names but i try to remember all of them. Haha.. haiz.. at first i feel sad can't get to c all them as i will be studying but never mind at least i can get to c them on sat and sun too as i will working during weekend. Haha..

Hope to stayed close with them and enjoyed myself. I wan to live my life to the fullest without any regret at all. I mean all this r serious de no joking. Although i like to joke but when it come to life im very serious de. Haha.. That's all my story any thing i will update again..

2007-10-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today was the last day before sch reopen liao. Haha.. so excited to hope for sch reopen cos at least i can get to c my dear and also my frens too. Haha.. time really passed quite fast but at least i did enjoyed myself very much during this vacation.

feel that this time i really make of use of my life time cos i feel that everyday the hours that passed through us has already gone. If u don make used of ur life to fullest u will feel regrat. Haha.. why am i sound so sad like if im going to die like that. haha.. i know if my dear saw this blog she will said TOUCH WOODS!! right dear?? haha.. but wat i said is true fr my heart i don need to hide my feeling.

Cos i feel that if in ur life time u do not dare to show out ur feeling i think staying in this world is useless. To mi must live life to the fullest no matter wat happen to us.

2007-10-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

2007-10-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

It's time for mi to update my blog liao. Haha.. haiz.. almost
1 month did not update liao. Haha.. i think i can break the record liao. lol.. let mi just summaries wat i have done during my 1 month time. During this 1 month, i have been working and resting at home too. Haha.. during this 1 month many thing has happened in my life. There r bad and good things too. Let mi said gd things first, firstly i got my i term exam scored of 2 As and 1 B to mi i know i already done my best liao. But to some they might think i did not put in more effort at all. But nvm as long i feel i done means done don think too much just try to improved on the next exam ba. To mi i find that in life nobody is perfect everyone got it's own strength and weakness but if we know how to overcome then shouldn't be a problem at all. Fine let change new subject another gd new is that i finally found someone who i really like and loved too. I just wan to said no matter wat happen to us in the future i will always loved U hope u too. If u happen to read this i hope u will understand fr wat i said. Next is that now i start to begin my new life with my colleagues at my workplace i just hope we can always stayed happy as a family like my previous job. Lastly is sch reopen is coming still left 4 more days onli. haha.. at least can get to c all my frens. Hehe.. YEAH!!!!!! Beside gd things let talk abt bad things ba. First is my supervisor of mine is going to transferred to another outlet haiz bear to let him go cos he always teach mi new things but no choice have to let go him. There will be new supervisor is coming soon i hope this new supervisor is gd. Haha.. secondly is i faced a lot of stress on my work and also very tired too. But i did enjoy so i don think is a bad things ba. Haha.. i think i have to end my story liao or else i will have nothing to said. Haha.. lol..

2007-09-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah long time no blog liao. Haiz don know wat to type now. Lol.. haha.. today was the start of my sch holiday finally can relax a bit liao. But i was so danm bored at home as i got nothing to do at home too. But in the evening i went for jogging. After jogging i went home for my dinner. I now onli hope tml will be better than today. Haha..

2007-08-12T13:13:00.000+08:00

life to mi has no more meaning i just feel im just like a dead person with no movement and breathing. im always lonely in my heart but in mind there is someone who i never forget i hope this person will not forget mi. I used to think on how to end my life but i really don know how. can anyone tell mi???? my fren told mi not to be EMO but i cant do it cos this EMO has followed mi since the day and time that i was born. If one day i really leave this world means that i don have any regrets left behided.

2007-08-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

When ever im alone i always like to to blog all my feeling

and thinking too. i feel that in life i cant find

any happiness even how hard i try is still the same no 1 can

really understand how i feel. I look so normal when im

outside cos im trying very hard to be normal. but inside my

soul im always lonely. i used to think on how to end my life

but i really got no courage to do it. when i start to

think back i will think of my friends, my family members i

feel i cant leave them just like that. thats why im still

alive till now. but im quite lucky to have friends around mi

when i start to be alone.

2007-07-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

Why life is so stressful and sad? can anyone tell mi?? some time i don find life meaningful even think of ending my life but i don hv the courage to end my life but to carry on like a dead person with no oxygen. why do i carry on my life which was been force? i don like it i might hv lots of fren but i always feel lonely deep in my heart.

When i'm in front of my frens i was a normal person but when i'm alone i'm just like a dead person. No one can really understand how i feel now.

U might believe wat i hv said just now that's is ok coz i know many ppl will think i am telling a lies but no matter wat if u believe then believe if not is ok de. If one day i really gone missing, i think i will be gone forever which i think everyone will not even bother about wat happen to mi. Haiz.. nth to said any more.

2007-07-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Wow!! for so long i have never blog already. Must be very rusty and dusty. Haha.. lol.. yeah today i finally can sit down comfortable and blog wat i have been doing during my 3 weeks sch holidae. Haha..

Actually during the 3 week holiday i did not did much la. But i have to said wat i have been doing also right? haha..

During the first week i have been almost everyday went for exercise as to not gain more weight during holiday so that i can wear back my uniform. Haha.. lol.. my diet has been very light especially during the dinner time i ate the least. Haha.. don believe right? haha.. lol..

during second week i start to prepared for my Y camp at kallang. This camp has make mi become more mature in term of thinking.

I used to know in life we shld treasure wat we have now and don wait it lose it then u start to gain back. Wat i mean is that we shld always treasure things that is surrounding us and not wait for the thing to lose it.

we shld always satisfy with wat we have now and complaining things that we don have. In the outside world there ppl who do not have wat they wan but they don mind at all as long they r satisfy with wat they have now and feel happy. Every thing will be fine.

There r lots of thing i learnt during the camp although is a bit tired but overall i did enjoyed the whole camp which i have never feel like this way. i get to know lots of new frens and I'm glad to be fren with them too. haha.. lol..

This week is the third week of the holiday i just spent this week to do wat i shld do and wait for sch reopen. Hurray!!! Cheer!!!

2007-06-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

DIAMONDS DON'T EXIST OVERNIGHT....

THEY GO UNDER EXTREME HEAT AND PRESSURE....

SO WHEN YR WORLD SEEN UNFAIR ALWAYS

REMEMBER LIFE IS LIKE MAKING A DIAMOND

OUT OF YOU....

2007-06-23T03:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah finally today just attend the Y camp briefing liao. Heez.. so happy when we go there the first thing we do is ice breaking games.

Total there 2 short games but i din like the first game coz very the confusing to play. Haha.. but i like the second games very much coz second games need u to throw all yr shoes in the centre when it count to three everyone must chong to the centre to take yr shoes back the last person must sing a song.

Sound funny right?! ya is true everyone is like having a Singapore Sales all rushing to get their own shoes. Haha.. after the games it was the introduction of the Y camp.

Actually Y camp is camp where by u get to met all kind of ppl who is not just U or MI but is someone who is SPECIAL. They r someone who is disability BUT they r not unable to do anything. Is just depend on how we show support and love to them and they can really move on with their life.

I really hope after this camp i can really know how to appreciate life and treasure everyone. Hahahahaha..... so just wish mi gd luck ba for my camp next week.

Smile Always!!!

2007-06-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

Every day in my life seen like a black and white picture. My life has got no colours on it. It look so dull. I did try to paint it with many colours but in the end all the colours has already fade away. Will my life continue like that?! i myself also don know. i don dare to look back or either look front. Coz i don know wat might happen when i look back or look front. Wat i really need is not just colours. Wat i need is someone who can really Love or even show care and concern to mi. Someone who can really step in my life and COLOUR my LIFE?! WHO CAN REALLY DO THAT TO MI?! who could lend mi yr shoulder to lean on??!! Haiz.. maybe I'm fated to be colourless person 4 ever ba.

2007-06-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i had lots of fun at sentosa with my classmates and one Japanese tourist( Mdm seet) haha. When we went there it was such a nice and cooling weather is was a great time for mi as we can get to enjoy especially when i and fren(Ks) was in the most salted sea water pushing each other and splash water at one another. The most funny things is that before the game was started, my fren and i were already wet. Hahahahaha.. overall i find that i really enjoyed this outing as we get to have fun with each other and build in a better relationship with one another.

SG CLASS IS THE BEST 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello long no blog liao. Haix coz very busy recently very busy with studies. So stress abt my studies stress until my mind also want to give up in my studies also. Lucky there is someone who is behind my back support mi & encourage mi. Also cheer mi up too. Heez.. the person is my Ah kor. I feel so great after talking to him. I really need to thanks him for being my kor as well as my listener too. HaHa..

2007-06-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so happy finally i found who can really love, care, concern,dote on mi. This person i know very special to mi. I know many ppl might think other way but to mi as long as i'm happy i really can do anythings. I don really like to stress myself which i learnt a lessson fr my friends. Last time i used to think too much and end up make myself very not happy at all sometime my frens really said the points of mi thinking tooo much. So nw i should learn how to relax myself so that i can really go further and not just short term onli. Lastly, i'm very grateful to have lots of frens surrounding mi. And the person which I'm the one who knows. heez..

2007-05-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hi. Everyone any one who see my blog i hope u can understand me. I always feel comfortable with myself onli i'm not that type of person can get easy with anyone. Wat i mean is that i don really know how to communicate with ppl that y i always keep quiet i really don know wat to talk to u guys. In other words i actually an anti social person ever seen when i was young. No body can really understand mi. Onli i know myself. So i hpe u guys can forgive mi but i always treat u guys as my friends.

2007-05-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today i taken my AFD CA test finally come the frst CA test. Heez.. nw i just worry about the score although i should have confidence with myself. Haix.. let's c how it goes ba. Don think too much liao cos the next CA test on OFA is coming this friday.

2007-05-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

Tml is my AFD CA test it hold the highest percentage in almost all the CA except for BFD role play. I now so worried about the test. But nvm life have yo go on and test has to be processed so don think to much!! heez.. I jus hope i can get a flying colours. Haha.. so greedy!!!!!!!!!! Hehe....

2007-05-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today i juz got back my BFD test paper and i got 22/30 although to many ppl they might think that this is ok liao or some might said can pass can liao. But i don like that kind of attitude toward work cos i always feel that we should always upgrade and not downgrade yourself. You might be wondering am i crazy right?! heez.. i also don know also. some of my friend told mi that IF YOU CANT REACH THAT FAR Y MUST U THINK SO FAR?! But i usually find that LIFE IS TOO SMALL TO BE SMALL THAT'S Y WE NEED TO DREAM BIG TO MAKE IT HAPPENED. But so far At least i know where do i stand in term of result. I should put in more effort the next time. Heez..

2007-05-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so confused about BFD the more i look at it the more i get confused. Haix.. already 1 month from the start of sch term has passed liao. i still cant concentrate on BFD i thought after a few moment i will start to get used. In the end still cant get used. Everyday except friday got to study BFD in sch but i find that is like wasting my time in sch and did not learn anything at all. I always feel like i have disappointed my lecturer for trying her best to teach us but i still cant concentrate. I meant al the topices cant get into my brain cell. But no matter wat i will try my best to learn and understand it well.

2007-05-19T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hi is mi again. Very boring right??? haha... actually i got NTH to do at home (beside studying). As for nw everyone was offline that's y i cant chat with anyone. Haix.. my plan for today maybe will go out with Ks and zhong yi ba but not yet comfirm. I hope my day will be meaningful. Cya later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-19T09:14:00.000+08:00

Hi. Gd Morning everyone out there today my plan was to go for interview at Jurong East popular. Maybe i might be in the multimedia dept coz this job is my previous staff of mine recommend mi and asked mi to go and c c first lor.to c whwther do they still need ppl anot.

2007-05-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Tml i will be having AFD test on ledger account. Although i have tried many times practising but i'm still worried. haix.. it's all right i must have confident in myself. I knw i can do it. Hee.. YA!!!

2007-05-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

During oue SW lesson, we were told that next week we be having a run not in toilet but is in the PE room to the flag pole. for guys have to run within 9 mins and as for gals they got to run within 12 mins. If u run before the time limit u r consider cheetah and if u run after the time limit, u will consider a bear. No matter whether u r a gals or guys. Now i really hope that i'm not the bear instead i wan to become a cheetah. Hee.. too greedy... haha..

2007-05-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today my day was fine as today my lesson was cancel due to no reason so we have a long period for our lunch before our SW lesson start. I, ks, ah boon and some of our classmates went to central to have our lunch beside the NTUC Fairprice. I was having dumpling noodle as this is onli choice that i can get to choose. Coz need to cut down on fat. Hee.. after that we went to Fair price to buy sweets. After buying we go to the central and take bus to sch. We were having lots of fun as we walk back to sch. Hee..

2007-05-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

To me i find that life is always not fair which i had heard from the time i was young till now i have been listening to this sentences for many times. Finally i get to know life is fair but we need to take control and change to make the life becoming fair. In life we should not let people to rule our life otherwise our life will not fair. In other words we should always tried to change even how hard or difficult it is.

2007-05-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Haix i feel so stress now cos till now i cant concentrate on my studies especially BFD. When it comes to business i do not know anything i feel so lack out when it comes to this subject. But no matter Wat i think i should continue to do things that should be done. I should not give up even how hard the is. I should preserve till to the end. That's the end of of diary. Bye..

2007-04-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm back again Pls remember to tag mi again k. Thanks!!!!

2006-10-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hi is mi again. Toady the weather is not 2 bad as yesterday that's why everyday is always better than previous day that's what i really hope 4. This morning i woke up @ 9am feeling so great cos today is my second last day of my holiday before my attachment but monday i have 2 go back 2 sch 4 the IAP briefing & tuesday i have 2 go 4 poplusr orientation @ their company. Although i feel quite happy 2 be able 2 work with them & can get 2 know more ppl also but i also feel quite stress also cos im afraid that i can't meet their expectation but when i think back i know that this is part & parcel of life which everyone has 2 go throught it 2. Haix..... never mind i will hold my head high & do my very best. Btw let mi summaries what i have been doing during my 2 week of holiday bacially i have been going 2 gym with ks & beside that i myself has been going swimming on myself also. And during my exercise i also have learnt an lesson is that exercise really can help u 2 relieve stress 2 be able 2 slp well @ night & keep u healthy 2. Haha..... so that's the end of my diary 4 today. Good Bye....

Cya blog later!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

6/10/06: Hi im back again. U might be wondering why i write again right?! but this time is not telling u hw is my day or hw is my mood today i just wan 2 remind everyone that if u missed the show of "Life story" is ok cos this show is going 2 show on the television liao @ channel 8 @ 8.30pm sharp on every friday starting on 13/10/06 so pls remember 2 watch it k especially on the very first day of the show cos it shows how wei lian (kelvin) has grow up since he is young till now he is superstar & beside him there is lots of story which you maybe feel touching or u might feel that you're lucky 2 stay in this world like a normal person. So pls die die must watch k. Pls pass it around 2 watch it k. especially the very first day of the show k. Btw this show should have english subtitle 2. Beside the song title is life story, i myself find it very nice2. So enjoy the musick.

Cya blog later!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

6/10/06: Today i woke up in the morning @ 7.30am with a heavy flu but after my shower i start 2 recover. Then i had my breakfast of a packet of chu chang fen which look like a kway teow & i add chili inside also cos i like chili veri much . Followed by my today plan is 2 gym @ jurong east sport complex with ks 2 do my last round of exercise before my attachment start and also 2 make my day healthy also. Hehe.... beside that ks also accompianes mi 2 my sister school @ grace orchard school it is quite near to boon lay shopping center 2 pay 4 my sister uniform $. At first we go 2 sch first but after that the gerenal office staff said that my sister class together with the class teacher 2 boon lay shopping center 2 do some shopping @ second level of NTUC Fair price. After then we went 2 ntuc 2 buy something, i brought a bottle of drink while ks brought a pack of tea & a bottle of drink 2. After buying we went 2 the bus-stop 2 wait 4 bus & that's the end of the day. Hehe.....

Cya blog later!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

5/10/06: Hi is mi again. Today the afternoon weaqther was fine but just that a bit smoke in the sky. Actually my plan 4 today is 2 go swimming alone @ clementi complex cos it is nearer 2 my house. Usually i will walk 2 the complex but today i have found something that is not so common that you can seen it unless u go 2 some where. U know what i saw, i saw a big, fat & black snake. At first i did not really noticed it i thought it was an tree branches after that i took a second look, i noticed it got a pair of eye but the snake look at mi, the snake went back 2 original place. After then i feel so shock 2 see the snake & also feel lucky not 2 let the snake bite mi. Hehe.... even now i got the prohbia of walking on the grass or even the walking pave @ the side of the road. Haiz.... but i will just be careful the next time i walk lor. So everyone pls be careful when u walk k. Hehe...

Cya blog later!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

5/10/06: i woke up in the morning @ 7.30 a.m this is the most early time that i ever woke up during my this 2 weeks of holiday. today i am in a bright happy mood just like the sun so sunny and so happy beside that the cloud also veri beautiful 2. And also i have 2 things 2 said is that im happy today is because today is my project superstar idol kelvin chen wei lian birthday cos he is 1 & only person that stay inside my heart i meant the characters that he has especially i like his courage and he has a strong will 2. Although he can't see but at least he got the courage to sing to everyone and this courage is not everyone who has it 2. but i believe in this world there is always so called the "mirical' 2. Finally the second and the last thing i wan 2 said is that i just wan 2 said thank u 2 ks cos during my 2 week of holiday, he is the only 1 who accompianes mi 2 do exercise @ the gym i meant not only do exercise with mi but also joke with mi 2 make my day so great so great & also 2 give mi a chance 2 "qi" him & he keep on laughing non stop. Haha... hehe...

Cya blog later!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-07T13:48:00.000+08:00

4/10/06: i felt so great cos i found someone who can really talk 2 mi someone who i can talk my heart words to him/her. hehe... actually my main reason for being so happy is that last time i used 2 have a best friend. This friend has left a great impact at mi cos we have been in nt just a best friend relationship but we r just like brother in that sence. But all this relationship did nt really last long somehow in between of the relationship we have break up due to some conflicts or misunderstanding that we have. Last time if i happen to be in this kind of situation, i might feeling that this is end of the world cos i always feel that friends r everything but after many ups & downs ofa friendship i finally realised that we should always treasure & cherish everyone that is around u cos u might never know what will happened in the future. And that's the end of my diary. Good Bye....

Cya blog later!!!!!!!!

2006-09-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

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CoNvErSaTiOn

DoEsN't
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tOgEtHeRnEsS

aZ LoNg Az It
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hEaRt.....

TrUe FrEnZ
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THANKS 4 BEING MY BEST FRIENDS

2006-09-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hi diary, today is such a sunny weather day and i am in a good mood actually in the morning i was in a bad mood but after i write down what makes mi bad mood then i tear it off & my mood start 2 recover liao so if anyone who is very stressed, u cn try my method k. Cos i find it quite useful beside tt u cn also improve yr composition also although we r no more primary sch kid, bt we still need 2 upgraded our ang moh also k. if u think is funny then u must laugh also k. Haha... hehe... btw today i have eaten half a plate of mee hoon, 1/4 of moon cake & one yam cake 2 but all these include my lunch also so it nt be 2 fatterning. Haha... hehe...

cya blog later!!!!!!!

2006-09-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

Today was a bright sunny day. I wake up in e morning & eat my breakfast fried mee hoon & 3 curry puffs it was so tasty. Although curry puffs is 2 much calories but i still like it veri much. Today i feel so happy cos today is my holiday liao & i can start 2 relaxing a bit liao. Nw i hope tt tmr & 2 more weeks of holiday will much more meaningful than everyday.

cya blog later!!!!!!

2006-09-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

Today is such a bright sunny day. And i gt nothing 2 do @ home... haiz... nw i just hope tt tmr & 2 more weeks of holiday will more meaning then today.

2006-09-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so boring in e morning but i feel so happy in e afternoon cos nw r going to go home and enjoy my holiday... haha... hehe... hoho....

cya blog later!!!!!!!!

2006-09-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

hi there this is my new blog k i will update soon k see ya

will be back sooon!!!!